I got up and started walking away towards the pathway up to the packhouse yard. My eyes and head hurt from crying so much tonight. I need to sleep and then get back to my life, the way it was before the guys barged in and decided they all of a sudden needed to be a part of it.
"Sky wait." Mateo calls, jogging after me.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt"I'm done for tonight, please just letgo." I say weakly continuing my way up the path, but slowing down. My wolf is still holdingback for sreason and I am too worn out to be stubborn against her. S~Earch the Findwebsite on Gøøgle to access chapters of early and in the highest quality.
"I'm not going to stop you, and I know it probably means nothing, but I am sorry. I had no idea and I know that's on me, but for what it's worth, I love you." He wraps his big arms aroundfrom behind and kisses the top of my head and he breathes in deep then sighs before lettinggo.
I take a few more steps forward when I smell Oliver right before he wraps his arms around me, sas Mateo, but he kisses the side of my head before taking a deep breath of my scent. I can feel his whole body relax before he lets go of me. Sam repeats the hug, kissing the other side of my head, also taking a deep breath of my scent and noticeably relaxing. Sam releasesand I continue up the path. I'm too drained to wonder what is going on with all of them taking in my scent.
My tears are flowing again. I can feel their sincerity, their agony at being a reason for sof my torture. No one else approachesso I continue walking, trying to steady my breathing. Even though I told them I don't want apologies, it stings that the twins didn't follow suit with the other three and I don't expect anything from Sierra. She noticed within minutes that something was wrong withwhen these guys have knownmy whole life.
I made it to the packhouse backyard and feel like I have been walking for hours. The full out run and shifting like that took its toll, something I made note to work on. I can't have an energy drain just from shifting in a fight. Just as I start to turn towards my backyard, hands grab each of my upper arms to stop me. Kota and Cam's scent hitsat the stand the warmth from their hands makes goosebumps rise up all over my body.
"Sky." They whisper in unison. I don't say anything, but I let them stop my movement. I'm still crying, but I can't open my mouth to speak. I've said all I need to tonight.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm"Tell us what to do Smalls." Dakota says.
"We need to fix this, start making things right." Cam follows up.
I breathe in shakily a few times. Anger and sadness both consme. They need to figure this out on their own. I don't know what I need from them. "It's too late for me, I don't have much school left, then hopefully I can find my mate or go to Elite Warrior training and get away from the bullsh*t." 1 just stare ahead of me, not really seeing anything. "Just don't let it happen to anyone else. See people, notice your pack members. Show them you are here for them, don't just say pretty words. Show them you are leaders, nobody actually cares about what you say, if your actions don't match."
"You want to leave." Kota asks like he's been punched in the gut and out punched in of breath
After all that I said, he picked up onnot wanting to be in a place I'm not wanted. What the hell? "If you were me, would you want to stay?" I N can only whisper. They have no response for me. With that I stepped out of their reach, continued walking hand went straight to bed. I can't handle any more emotions today.
I stayed in my room all day Sunday. Even Sierra gavemy space, but she made sure I knew she was givingspace today and only today via text, which did makesmile. How O does she knowso well already? She knows what I need without having to ask, and she sees through my BS and callson it too. I'm sure she figured I was going to try and skip school tomorrow. There is just too much that I don't need and I have no idea what the guys are going to do with the information I gave them. I don't want to see that look in their eyes like I'm fragile. And after the mall display, Kaley will have something planned fortoo. X