My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 240

It was pretty dark in the cell, so I couldn't see the man's face clearly. It was so dark that I felt a layer of moisture

forming around my eyes. The darkness seeped through my chest as a helpless and hopeless sensation weighed

upon my whole body.

"Yeah. Every good thing comes to an end," Shawn said. He sounded poetic even as he was breaking up with me.

Why did he want to break up all of a sudden? What happened to the man who loved, pampered, and never hurt

me? I couldn't bring myself to believe it. I let go of the wound on my stomach to reach for his sleeve. He didn't

dodge me—he simply lowered his gaze to stare at me. His gaze was blank, and he stared at me as if I was a

stranger. There wasn't a hint of sympathy in his eyes.

The blood continued to flow out of the wound on my stomach as I smiled at him like an idiot. "You must be kidding,

right, Sunny? I must be dreaming. When I wake up, you'll be the Sunny who loves and cares for me again! Yeah. I

must be dreaming. Only nightmares feel like this!"

"Would you be in so much pain if this were a dream?" Shawn asked me the one crucial question that shattered my

hopes. I lowered my gaze to stare at the wound on my stomach. It was still bleeding, and the wound was deep. It

was so deep that it looked like I would die from it. Yet, I couldn't bring myself to believe it!

I still had some hopes as I questioned him. "Are you in a tough spot or something, Sunny?"

Colin interrupted us. "Do you think anyone would dare threaten him on his turf?"

That's right. This is his turf. Those people stopped the moment he told them to, so how could he be put in a tough

spot in any way? The man I loved responded in a cold tone. "No," he said. I let out a sudden laugh that was filled

with hopelessness.

Why does my life have to be so hard? Why do my loved ones always hurt me? Every time I build enough courage to

trust someone again, they always end up betraying my trust! I can't believe Shawn, the man I trusted the most, is

doing this to me! I thought that he was the only person who would never hurt me in my life!

Tears of helplessness streamed down my face as I remained silent. Shawn bent down and carried me in his arms. I

couldn't understand what he was trying to do. The man's familiar, refreshing scent surrounded me, and I greedily

took a sniff of it. He brought me out of the cell and the building itself. When we stepped out, I found myself

surrounded by white snow.

Shawn stepped foot into the snow, which was so thick that it nearly went up to his knees. He took a few steps

before he threw me into the pile of snow. I stared at him dumbfoundedly. "You should be glad that the Xenos Family

found you in time. Otherwise, you would freeze to death here, and that wouldn't be nice. From now on, we are not

related to each other in any way, Renee. You don't have to come to me anymore, and you shouldn't have any

hopes toward me."

Shawn is telling me that I shouldn't have any hopes for him anymore. He's really parting ways with me this time. I

lowered my gaze to stare at the wound on my stomach. "I'm about to die!" I was bleeding so much—I didn't think I

could survive.

He responded in an icy tone, "No. You can last for at least 30 minutes more."

"I'm really dying!" I insisted in a stubborn tone. He was the one who stabbed me. The wound was so close to my

uterus. The doctor mentioned that there was a possibility that I might have a relapse and that I couldn't cause any

more strain on my body.

I rested in the snow as I allowed my blood to stain the snow red. My gaze was oddly calm as I looked at him. "I'm

not sure why there's such a drastic change in your attitude toward me. Nicholas was the last person who treated

me that way, and I never forgave him. I'm not going to forgive him even though I used to love him so much!"

Shawn simply stared at me icily and didn't say a single thing. "Sunny," I called out in a gentle voice. He stared at

me, and his pupils shrank a little. "I can't bring myself to forgive you," I said in an oddly soft tone. My heart had

been shattered too many times—I couldn't bring myself to forgive anyone anymore!

"I'll leave now, Renee," Shawn said in a heavy tone.

"I'm really about to die," I said after letting out a soft laugh. Shawn didn't say anything and simply left me behind

before he walked back into the base camp. I looked up at the blue skies as I felt a wave of calmness washing over

me. I no longer cared about living—all the time that I had up until that point felt like the time that I had stolen from

the universe, anyway.

I didn't know how long I had laid in the snow before I gradually lost consciousness. I didn't feel the least bit of

sorrow—all I felt was my acceptance of my death. This is pretty good. I bet I'll get to meet my two children soon,

right? I was once delusional enough to think that Nicholas might have brought my children away. I used to have

hope deep down inside me. Yet, after such a long period of searching, I still couldn't find anything. It was either that

the Xenos Family was too useless to be of any help or that my two children no longer existed on this earth. If they

were alive, they were probably six months old now.

What could a six-month-old child do? The child could warm the insides of my heart! My children could give me hope

in this life—I wouldn't feel as desolate and helpless as I did if my children were around. All of a sudden, I heard

someone calling my name. "Renee."

My body was stiff as I turned my head around to see a gorgeous face. "You're…?" I whispered weakly. "Have you

lost your mind? Do you not recognize me anymore?" the person asked. I didn't know what to say.

The person carried me in his arms. "Mom told me to protect you." It was Robert. How did he get to me? Why is he

the one who showed up at this crucial moment? Why is it him and not the guy I was longing for? No, no… I can't

miss that guy anymore! I despise him for treating me like that! How could he bear to tear my heart apart like that?

…

Shawn's gaze was fixed on the woman lying in the snow as he stared at her from high ground in the base camp.

The woman was lying still with her eyes wide open as snowflakes landed around her eyes and blurred her vision.

Her voice still rang in the man's head. "I'm about to die!" He couldn't imagine… what things would be like if she

died. He couldn't bear to deal with that particular consequence. He was aware that what he had done was

extremely hurtful to her. However, he had no choice but to do such a thing when he was surrounded by people who

had weapons in their hands!

If Shawn had made a single mistake, the woman in the snow might have been shot to her death. Shawn was certain

that the man who had taught him how to kill so viciously wouldn't have trouble doing such a thing. When Colin saw

Shawn standing still in front of the window, Colin walked over to tease Shawn. "You hadn't expected this, huh? You

refused to come back here after you left, yet you ended up as a prisoner in this place after I caught you

yesterday!"

In the past, Colin had always been trying to capture Shawn, but Colin had always failed as his men would all be

defeated by Shawn. The night before this, Colin had seized the opportunity to hijack Shawn's helicopter as Colin

knew that there were only a few people with Shawn.

Furthermore, Shawn was returning to Goldshore because he wanted to personally escort Renee from Goldshore to

Finland. This had been a surprise that Shawn had planned for Renee, but he hadn't expected this to become the

reason he was attacked. Shawn had been too careless about this! If I were here alone, I wouldn't be afraid at all!

But… I hadn't expected Colin to wait around outside the villa just to kidnap Renee! Alfie can probably tell that the

kid who grew up alongside him is starting to grow apart from him—maybe that's why he's trying to teach me a

lesson! Alfie wants to show me that he's still the one in charge here! Regardless of how good I get, I'm still a

prisoner once I get back to this place. I can't disagree with Alfie!

"I'll leave this place eventually," Shawn uttered flatly. "When I do, both you and Alfie will be sent to hell for

repentance. I'm going to get revenge after what you did today!"

Colin gasped. "Hey, did you fall for that woman? Are you blaming me for pushing her into the fighting ring? You

stopped attacking her after you kicked her twice, didn’t you? I didn't bring her here because I wanted to kill her or

anything!" Shawn was quiet for a while after that, so Colin continued talking. "What is it? Is your heart aching for

her?"

Shawn gave in this time. "Yeah! My heart aches for her! I wish that I could hurt myself instead of hurting her! So,

you know how things are going to end for you. Both you and Alfie are going to pay for this!"

Colin froze for a moment before he spoke in an impressed voice. "What you did just now was right. If you didn't

follow Alfie's orders to stab her, someone as jealous as him probably wouldn't have let her go so easily. Yet again, if

I had to do that to my woman, I probably wouldn’t have been able to!"

Shawn no longer bothered to respond to Colin after that. Colin stared at the woman lying in the snow outside

before he spoke once more. "Everyone is tied down to some things in life, and both you and I know that we'll be

trapped in this place forever."

"You're the only one who feels trapped here," Shawn replied flatly. What's trapping me is… I used to be fearless. I

used to be able to accept death with ease, but now, what's trapping me is… Renee. "You say that as if you'd be able

to escape now!" Colin hissed. Shawn didn't say anything after that.

When Shawn saw Robert coming over to pick the woman up, he finally heaved a sigh of relief before walking off.

Yet, deep down, he was still worried about the woman's wound. He had tried his best to avoid doing any harm, but

her wound wouldn't stop bleeding earlier.

Her face is unnaturally pale—she looks almost as pale as a corpse. Her blood had spread out on the snow like a

rose! I could feel myself holding my breath when I looked at how gorgeous she seemed as she lay outside, Shawn

thought. She probably hates me now, right? I must have seemed cruel to her. I hate myself for doing all that I did.

How did I end up being another one of the guys who hurt her?

"The Xenos Family will probably get to us soon. We have to move to Ireland before they get to us," Colin said after a

while. Shawn's footsteps came to a halt, and Colin patted Shawn on the shoulder. "You can't escape. The hundreds

of people here are all watching you, so you should just give up and stay by Alfie's side." Colin chuckled.

Shawn had an idea right then. "If you help me get out, then I'll find a way to free you of your constraints. We'll deal

with my revenge some other time," Shawn suggested.

"Don't you dare betray me!" Colin rejected Shawn's suggestion. "You won't be able to do anything! All the people

who are sent here are killers who have family members. The moment they betray Alife… You know what happens!"

Colin uttered.

"They'll be no more than a bag of bones," Shawn muttered. Colin paused for a moment when he realized how he

had been under the same control for the past few decades. Deep down, Colin was jealous of Shawn—Shawn had

left without any fear, and Shawn hadn't returned in ten years! Colin knew that he had captured Shawn mainly

because of the jealousy he felt!

We were once as close as brothers. How could he enjoy his life while I continue to be a pri