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Chapter 153: You Match Us Perfectly Chapter 153: You Match Us Perfectly
Angelia
After | met with Riccardo, | went back to Andy's place, feeling so many mixed emotions. | couldn't think straight, |
had thought | would have a clear picture of what | wanted after | had talked to them but | was even more
confused than ever. They cared aboutand | cared about them, that should have been enough answer,
shouldn't it? But it just made our situation more complicated. If they cared aboutenough, they would have
toldbut then again, they were also afraid of losing me. Goodness, | didn't know what to do. My heart was
saying one thing and my mind a whole other thing. Both parties were trying to protect themselves. One part
wanted to protectfrom the heartbreak of losing them, the heartbreak of losing them, the other part wanted
to protectby making sure | would never go through that kind of hurt again. The conversation | had with them
had been emotional, honest and raw. They had been open and answered my question and now, | just had to
make a decision. As much as | wanted to forgive and forget, we would never be able to go back to how things
were. No matter how much | didn't want their lapse of judgment to define us, it already had. If | chose them,
there would always be a small part ofthat would wonder if they were keeping something from me. We would
have good days, sure but there would also be days where | couldn't so easily push aside what they had made me
go through. But if | didn't choose them, | would
always wonder what we could have had. | had spoken the truth when I told Kingston that they had ruinedfor
other men. For those few weeks, they had shownhow it could be, they have givena taste of my darkest
desire and they had taken care ofin a way | hadn't let anyone do before. They had madefeel safe and
cherished.
Andy was sitting on the couch when | got back and he hurriedly paused the show he was watching and looked at
"So,
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how did it go?" he asked, dragging my feet to the seat next to him, | plopped my a**down. "Horribly, beautifully,
good and bad. Take your pick."
"What did he say?" he pushed on, both curious and worried.
"He said he was an idiot which he is but he also toldhe couldn't letslip through their fingers and that is
why he hired the private investigator to find me. Apparently, they had been searching for someone for years and
| was the first one they had all taken an interest
I thought back to what he had said and a bittersweet smile rested on my lips. The notion that they 13:54 Fri,
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had felt a connection tothe second they sawwas like every girl's dream. When Riccardo had said that,
my heart had gone into high gear and | had practically swooned. These few days, | had been far from unaffected
by their words. It meant a lot toto hear how Marshall was willing to quit the job he loved before his last
semester was up. And my heart warmed when Kingston used his words to express himself even when | knew
there was a tragic reason behind the fact that he hated to talk. It madecry when Riccardo was willing to
shoulder all the blso his friends could be spared even if it meant us being together without him. He had
practically beggedto give his friends a second chance but he hadn't asked the sfor himself.
| filled Andy in on my conversation with Riccardo, just like | had done yesterday after | had met up with Marshall
and Kingston. It felt good to share it with someone, it helped sort out my own thoughts and feelings. "Choose
whatever makes you happy, girly. You don't owe them a thing but you owe it to yourself to make the choice that
is right for you." He said as he patted my knee.
"You know my thoughts about this."
I did know, he was on my team all the way but he had also said he believed they would never betray my trust
again. | didn't understand why he was so confident about that but he was.
"It is not an easy decision to make, what if | forgive them but it happens again? Or if | don't and | will end up
regretting it?"
"I know it it is not easy, baby girl
"You are right." | signed.
| but you can't continue to think about the what ifs. If you search hard enough, you will always find something to
be uncertain about. Sleep on it, right now you are emotionally exhausted and no one can think straight in that
state."
"Do we have any ice cream left?" | asked, my appetite for food was practically gone but | caved to anything
sugary.
"Choose a movie for us and | will go get you a bowl." He walked to the kitchen and got us both a bowl of vanilla
flavored ice cream and topped mine off with peanut, just the way I liked it.
"Thank you," I smiled at him before scrolling through Netflix.
In the end, | picked a movie. | needed something less romantic and more filled right now. We spent the
evening watching two individual movies. On the third, | got so tired and went to bed early and fell asleep to the
sound of him chuckling from the living room as he continued the comedy movies we had picked out for our third
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My thoughts went back to them like it always did, in the weeks that | had known them, they had taken over my
entire mind and if | could admit it to myself, they had taken over my whole heart
as well. That was why what they had done cutso deep because | hadn't just trusted them, 1 had fallen for
them too. What if Andy was right. If | searched hard enough, | would always find something to worry about next.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmWhat if they hurtagain? What if | would never be able to trust them like | had once done? What if | decided
to let them go and then regret it for the rest of my life? There were so many things | could second-guess about
and | would never get an answer to them until | made up my mind.
Instead of what if, | focused on what I truly wanted. Did | want them gone or did | want to give them a second
chance and work through this? | deep dived into my feelings and analyzed each one of them, trying to find out
which one of those options appealed the most to me. A smile tugged on my lips as | realized my answer and it
was like a weight lifted off my shoulders when | knew what | was going to choose. Decision making always did
that to me, it weigheddown even the smallest thing but when | finally made up my mind, | was a hundred
percent sure and felt a hundred times lighter.
The intebuzzed to life, bringingout of my overactive brain. Walking to the door, | pressed down on the
intethat would allowto speak. "Who Who is it?" | asked.
"I have a delivery for one Miss Angelia Hartwell?" A woman asked through the speaker.
Puzzled, | told her | would be down to collect it. What was this about a delivery? I couldn't stop wondering about
it as | went down the two flights of stairs and opened the door. | didn't even notice the woman as my eyes zeroed
in on the massive bouquet she was holding. It was a beautiful mixture of white, red and blue but mainly lavender
colored flowers. My breath caught as she handed it to me. "Can you sign on this tablet?" She asked, offering me
a pen and | did as she asked. Then she
walked away.
Breathing in the scent of the bouquet, a small smile rested on my lips. | had an idea or three on who sent this to
bouquet and | hurried upstairs so | could read it. Andy being the lover of flowers and plants already had many
vases to choose from even for one as big as this. Putting them in the water, | snatched the card eager to see
what it said.
'My favorite color is red, Riccardo's blue and Kingston's white. If you mix every one of them together, you will get
lavender. You once toldthat was your favorite color. No one would suit us more perfectly than you. You match
us, baby girl. Yours truly, Marshall.’